Currently Listening Feels Like Home By Norah Jones see related

Marriage

I'M GETTIN MARRIED!! to the most perfectest guy ever.

I love you Nick!

Currently Watching Shark Tale (Widescreen Edition) see related

God is soo good!

so yeah as u from the chapel that read this might recognize im not refering to the chapel.

i actually have now started attending 1st assembly of God.

I Really like it there.

i dont know, I dont think i ever realized was being a Christian was all about till now.

well i am gonna go read some in my bible or some in a book.

Well guys I better update u on the recent changes in my life.

this was my posting on my myspace on sunday.

one word to sum up my day over all was WOW!!

I have been talking to my good friend lately about a bunch of things, mostly religious things, and i dunno, it was like today it was like a whole ne WAKE UP day for it all! lol

it was AMAZING!!

i walked into the sanctuary to a choir dancing and PRAISING the Lord!! at the Front of the sanctuary, and i had to try and keep my smile from ear to ear and my Jaw from Dropping to the floor!

it was just SO amazing!

but me and my that friend had been talking about how it feels to hear God speaking to you. and really i dont think i have ever heard him... and i still dont know if i have, and its sad :( i LONG SO BADLY TO HEAR HIM...

sometimes i feel things and i think its God speaking to me, but then i doubt... so i dunno

so then i start to think well maybe i am gonna go to hell because i am doubting and then God's gonna think i am ignoring him when really im just so darn confused and trying to figure things out. and i guess... HOW to listen...

But i dont know...

there were some things i felt pretty strong today, it was like the pastor was speaking and there was just a sudden like Numbing chill over my body.

anyways. i hope God is gonna work some good things in me...

Currently Watching Gilmore Girls - The Complete First Season see related

yeah so... I feel like a no good for nuttin failure.

my arm is sore alot, and i dont know why, has been for a few months.

and i feel like i have no friends to turn to when i just wanna bawl my eyes out.

i feel like i wanna CRY SO BAD, but i just can't really do it. mostly because it sucks even more having to cry alone.

Why is it the one thing u need the most is the one thing that is just IMPOSSIBLE to ever happen!

i feel like just giving up and sleepin all day.

heck thats all people think i am good for anyways

I can't find a job, and most people my age have atleast one, some MORE!

i wanna go to school full time next semester, but my parents said it ain't gonna happen, because there is no money for it. so i can't even go to school and finish out that plan like i had it all planned out.

I feel like the whole world is against me, and no one is even trying to make it easier on me.

and i feel like i am never gonna get back on my feet.

well i am gonna go to bed now

*Michelle*